.watermelon mush.

cranberry juice and pepperoni

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 02:02:51 GMT

snow snow snow snow snow snow snow snow snow ... mushrooms!

[thats what i see walking from my building down to the bus stop]

[this is just the trees/forest thing thats next to and behind my building. the blurbs are just snow. wheeee. watch it fall and fall.]

vampiric bunnies.. stole my toothbrush..?

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 02:34:49 GMT

cant get myself motivated to do my hist 260 paper or my bio critique either. i suppose im using the $88 overdue fees as an excuse to avoid the library as much as i can. damn, 88 dollars, i dont even know where all the fees came from. it's being a huge pain because i cant use the library until i pay it off but i have all bunches of stupid reserve readings to do that i need for exams and assignments and whatnot. oh well. even if i had library access all would be pointless until i find some motivation to get my ass working. and i still have my stupid floor rep duties to do. but that can wait i suppose, it was superbowl sunday so everyones probably running around like drunken monkies.
i need more vegetables
ive been so excited to go home for spring break but the past week memories of home has faded to nothing but a vague recollection. home seems almost foreign to me. i guess it'll all come back to me as soon as i get home. all this moving around the past year is really starting to confuse me though. most mornings i wake up not quite sure where in the word i am. sometimes i think im still in california, sometimes i think im in taiwan, sometimes i think im at matthews. sometimes i think im at my parents. there was one particular morning where i was so confused to the point that i was scared.
need to start looking for a good topic of my environmental history paper. maybe the "lost" city in the atlantic or something. i was thinking maybe something to do with the asian countries but i have no idea what.
i enjoy peanut butter ganola bars.
i need to take out the trash.

Wed, 12 Feb 2003 01:30:11 GMT

joanne declares everyone scum

Mon, 03 Feb 2003 04:26:17 GMT

remind me of what its like to fall asleep next to you, lighthearted and carefree..
remind me of what its like to hold your hand...
remind me of what its to be loved by you.

Sun, 02 Feb 2003 01:16:55 GMT

i dont understand some people. i try being nice to them but they continue to not like me and think that im a horrible person. i wonder if they ever stop and consider my feelings? that maybe ive been hurt too. maybe i shouldnt feel like i owe them the world as its not logical as it wasnt my fault. as i didnt know anything because i was lied to too. but my mind never seems to follow logic and i feel guilty. i feel terrible that i even exsist and maybe i should move to the other side of the world and crawl into an underground cave and never come out. perhaps that would finally please everyone.

liar

Sun, 19 Jan 2003 04:01:16 GMT

barg!
so _not_ happy with people at the moment
always pooping on my fun
some people are such greedy hogs
hypocrites make me go grrrrrrrrrr.

Sat, 28 Dec 2002 00:06:49 GMT

you fooled me with your kisses
you cheated and you schemed
heaven knows how you lied to me
youre not the way you seemed
you look like an angel
walk like an angel
talk like an angel
but i got wise
youre the devil in disguise
oh yes you are
the devil in disguise
i thought that i was in heaven
but i was sure surprised
heaven help me
i didnt see the devil in your eyes

toodles

Sun, 15 Dec 2002 01:08:06 GMT

of all the things i've believed in
i just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but i do not cry
counting the days that pass me by

i've been searching deep down in my soul
words that i'm hearing are starting to get old
it feels like i'm starting all over again
the last three years were just pretend
and i said,

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

i still get lost in your eyes
and it seems that i can't live a day without you
closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
to a place where i am blinded by the light
but it's not right

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
i want what's yours and i want what's mine
i want you
but i'm not giving in this time

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

and when the stars fall
i will lie awake
you're my shooting star

what about jo?

Fri, 12 Apr 2002 02:43:13 GMT

some people can be so selfish...

not again..

Mon, 01 Apr 2002 04:13:28 GMT

barg, od isnt working properly, this could only mean one thing
they be making changes again!
what the hell are they up to this time?
*grumbles*
none of the changes they made lately is likeable. barg

damn those gnomes

Mon, 01 Apr 2002 03:54:56 GMT

mmmm.... oranges and friend tofu... yay..
i swear the gnomes have been messing with my computer again
dont worry bob, we'll do something about it. dont worry bout htat
where the hell is spyro anyways?
think my fever is getting worse.. thats no fun. >

grumbles

Mon, 01 Apr 2002 03:23:34 GMT

i think im sick _again_
kinda feverish and my head is killing me
feels like its stuck in a vice or something
oh well...
didnt quite make it to resurrection last night. oh well.
could go next weekend.
ugh... just remembered homework...
blah...

one million reasons

Thu, 06 Sep 2001 06:05:15 GMT

if i could have my way you wouldnt leave
there nothin i can do about it
nothing i believe
there got to be a million reasons to stay
a million more to not walk away
if i could have my way you wouldnt leave
and i could list each one
what would that get me?
its been said and done
its just a million reasons that i missed
i realize i probably brought this on
what goods that going to do me
probably no good
when you're gone
theres got to be a million reasons to stay
a million more to not walk away
i realize i probably brought this on
i could list each one
where would that get me
its been said and done
its just a list
a million reasons
and i dont want to list the reasons that i missed
i was caught off guard
ive never been hit so hard
ive never been hit as hard as this
too hard to be explained
nothing will be regained
and i'll gain nothing from the list
from the list
from the list
if i could have my way you wouldnt leave
i realize i probably brought this on
a million reasons why to stay...

bleh

Fri, 17 Aug 2001 05:00:19 GMT

crazy people
disconnect the phones
try to unhook the computer to the internet
crazy
arghness.. sigh
missing so much
perry's gonna leave soon and i hardly saw him
i missed just hanging around
going to the mall
heathers shindig
the eight ball
the beach
and sarahs get together for those who were at the filming of josie and the pussy cats
argh..

bleh..

Mon, 13 Aug 2001 02:42:05 GMT

scott's pool party was awesome yesterday... feel really bad for sulking... but things are just all YUCK lately.. we went and saw planet of the apes at the end.. it was pretty good.. the ending kinda leaves you in a confused state though.. sigh we took the bus home and got back a little late.. and now appearantly no ones allowed in and im not allowed out.. grrr...

Wed, 18 Jul 2001 06:02:08 GMT

sigh...after being kicked off the computer i felt pretty shitty..laura and them went to see a movie today and once again my dad wont let me 'cause they're poos....well anyways...the third night at lorenas was interesting...we went for a walk at night and when we went by seaview this crazy girl attacked joceline...and then when we tried to go to rocky point we ended up just eating smores on the roof...sigh...

yum...

Tue, 17 Jul 2001 21:31:26 GMT

i have discovered that dinner rolls with jam makes a good brunch... and that egg benedicts do NOT...they arent good for anythng except make you throw up....well after three days at lorena's i feel slightly refreshed...my house doesnt seem so rat cage like anymore...but it will soon...well the first night we didnt do much just hung out on her roof and goofed around and stayed up to see the sunrise...the next night, the party, went uhmm...well good for lots of people and not so good for many other people..i didnt really want ken and derek to be there 'cause i kinda didnt want them drinking and stuff but no, kathy decided to invite them..sigh....and then i told brendan not to give derek anything to drink but he gave him a beer anyways and derek got all red and tomato like and slept in the corner most of the time...kathy had way to much 'cause she felt "alone" and decided to try to cut herself with someones razor and complained that davin didnt say hi and give her a hug and stuff...stefan also had too much and ended up locking himself in the washroom for 2 or 3 hours and at one point we got worried and knocked on the door but we didnt hear him answer and picked the lock and he was sitting on the toilet...alfonso also had way too much...he ended up throwing up on himself and i cleaned him up...and marco was missing for a long time and i got really worried but he came back eventually...sigh...after we went to seaview and just played around on the playground and lighted up insence and just lay down in the middle of the field....after that we went back and tried to get some shut eye and chad showed up at the door at 11 and basically acted like a maid..and then we talked to perry for and couple of hours...which was nice since i havent talked to him in quite awhile...............................

well well...

Wed, 04 Jul 2001 22:32:49 GMT

mmmm....this ice cream stuff is yum yum =) eating ice cream with a fork aint as difficult as i thought it would be too..well hmm...after those three days at golden spike i came home with a hell of a sun burn.. oh and brendans little canada party was hilarious...espically graeme all drunken rolling on the floor everywhere...haha...he started to get really friendly with people too, its a good thing he didnt have that last beer! then brendan and kyle had to walk me home 'cause i couldnt find a ride...and that was a funny experience too..brendan kept on apologizing and stumbling..hehe...he was such a cute drunk...except when they decided they needed to take a piss in the parking lot of mcdonalds, brendan had a few difficulties..hahaha...its a good thing that he didnt hit his head too hard, that would of been no good, no good at all... oh and yesterday heather got kathy and i to go up and see her at her new house and i was gonna go to richards to pick up my discman and they all decided to come..kathy, heather and julia...we ended up staying there for like four hours...felt really bad..we like left at 10:30 and his parents ordered pizza for us and stuff, i think rich started to get really sick of us..*sigh* and then i think heather got in a lot of trouble when she got back...eeks...=s that was bad too...then kathys parents got all upset 'cause she asked them to come pick us up 'cause my dads can broke down on the way to heathers, that was bad too...so many no good happenings.. at least i have my discman back now.. =) thats a good things... but it doesnt really help make the bad things to go away..=( .....*sigh*

???

Tue, 19 Jun 2001 04:18:00 GMT

damn those exams...should start studying...but i cant concentrate on anything, i even started to clean my room...o_O? my head's still spinning...cant focus....grrr....

well....

Sun, 17 Jun 2001 20:57:03 GMT

heather's and noelle's last night was fun...'cept when we were at heathers kathy decided to throw my clothes in the pool, all because i picked up a spider and showed it to her, and at noelle's the stupid thing i did....that was not good...but it was kinda fun....and i didnt know david was going to be there, that was surprise...there was also the partically raw chicken burger....well it wasnt that bad...it was good enough....and lorena and megan finally came to a conclusion on when we're going to go to next, at the end of summer. which is good so we can have the summer to think about it...all in all it was a pretty good night/morning =)

yay =)

Sat, 16 Jun 2001 19:58:21 GMT

ooh, i almost forgot....i got some award that i'm pretty proud of =)
i didnt even think i won anything 'cause i totally slacked off this year and messed up my grades pretty badly.....

and another year goes by....

Sat, 16 Jun 2001 19:17:36 GMT

cant believe schools out already...it didnt feel like the last day of school, not at all...dont know what to be...either happy for sad....=(....damn it i cant believe im gonna be in grade eleven now....feel so old....cant believe they're actually gonna let me...everything is gonna be so chaotic...and those damn caramilk bars the rugby team are selling are gonna make everyone fat....hahaha.....mmm.....sugar........grrr...now i have to go shopping....so many thing coming up....noelles bday, leahs bday, suvies bday, lorenas bday, fathers day, marys bday...still have to get them all a present...and all i have is twenty bucks....poo =( and land of the free? is coming out in three days....poo.....tis no good......EEK!! oh no....i'm down to my last piece of chocolate....gonna have to find me some real lunch sooon.....*sigh*....joel's party was alright last night....the hot tub was funny....poor brendan...hehehe....hmm....i think i forgotten stuff there...oh well, i'll eventually get it back....then theres noelle's thing and heathers party tonight....still have to figure what the hell is going to happen, why does everyone always have to plan things on the same day?....and we were going to go down to next today too but megan's having difficulties..... =(.........and what the hell is up with david? grrr.....what the hell does he want?....grrr....same with the friend thats treats me like shit, what the hell is it that he wish to accomplish?....grrr.....damn it....i have to go call the people at golden spike thing to resister....lots of work and volunteering to do this summer.......*sigh*.......

Thu, 14 Jun 2001 05:54:58 GMT

i miss you....